The Permanent High: My Descent into Derealization*

For three years, the world stopped feeling real. 

It began with a habit meant to soothe, but ended in a permanent, haunting detachment. *Behind the Glass* is the raw, unflinching memoir of a life lived in the shadows of chronic derealization—a state where the world feels like a flat stage set, time moves without you, and the constant hum of paranoia makes every stranger feel like a threat.

This isn't just a story of survival; it’s a detailed, brutal look at how cannabis-induced dissociation can rewire a mind and turn existence into a waking dream. From the frantic sensory overload of everyday life to the desperate, physical anchors used just to stay grounded, this book offers a window into a hidden struggle that few dare to describe.